Monday, April 12, 2010

Lost.


So many life changes and life lessons. Just when I think the world has started to settle down and become almost normal, the universe tricks me and turns upside down yet again. I struggle to find myself, my purpose and my meaning. I am very hopeful that the universe will steer me in the right direction soon though. I have to admit, I'm weary of the direction my life has taken me the past few months. But I guess that's the point of trying to find your place. I have decided that I will make the following improvements in my life:


1. Only invite positive people into my life.

2. Find something inspiring daily

3. Express myself through creation

4. Enjoy nature

5. Meditate

6. Eat VERY healthy. After doing an entire paper on Genetically Modified foods, and watching the movie Food Inc. I've decided to only buy products that are organic, and only purchase meat that has been free fed. Not corn fed. I know there will be exceptions, but I'm going to try my best to be food conscious. I will also attempt to kick my sugar habit. Although this may prove difficult, as I am a complete sugar whore.

7. I'm going to drink tea daily

8. Yes, I'm turning into a hippie.


So there is my update for you. I'm striving to achieve my highest potential in this physical being. And am completely altering my flawed perception of reality and my conscious mind. I'm revamping my thought processes- giving myself a mental makeover, if you will. With help of my shaman friend of course.


Things I must work on:

1. Codependency issues

2. Sugar intake

3. Eating healthy.

4. Stop my destructive tendencies

5. ME.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You go girl...get it!

Rebecca said...

I am sorry things have been a rough for you lately! My advice (althought it isn't worth much) is to focus more on the things that make you happy, try to be positive around others (people want to be around happy, positive people and they make the best friends during bad times), and although self improvement/evaluation can be a great thing, don't forget about the things that make you good by trying to make yourself better! P.S. Sorry I gave you sugar...!

Matthew Mascarenas said...

Things get boring when the world settles down.

Food Inc. is epic. It's ridiculous that companies are able to own potential seeds and actually go around checking to see if farmer's corn was grown from their seed.